I couldn't even have a conversation with my mom or dad really about anything. I really couldn't even take up for myself. You can go mentally impaired if you take too much, if you stay on it longer than five months. And lithium is a very, very strong and completely different medication compared to what I was used to. He took me off my normal meds I'd been on for five years.
He immediately the next day put me on lithium out of nowhere. I feel like they're going to come back and be mean to me or punish me or something." Three days later, after I said no to Vegas, my therapist sat me down in a room and said he had a million phone calls about how I was not cooperating in rehearsals and I haven't been taking my medication. So I remember telling my assistant, "But you know what, I feel weird if I say no. I was really, really hard on myself and it was too much. It was like lifting literally two hundred pounds off of me when they said I don't have to do the show anymore cause it was. I said "I can wait." It was like, they told me I could wait. They said if I don't want to do the new Vegas show, I don't have to 'cause I was getting really nervous. There was a week period where they were nice to me and they said, "I don't want to do." And I told them, "I don't want to do the." They wait, no. And he also said I wasn't taking my medication, which is so dumb because I've had the same lady every morning for the past eight years give me my same medication and I'm nowhere near these stupid people. Benson, who died, that my manager called him and then that moment and told him I wasn't cooperating or following the guidelines in rehearsals. I was told by my-at the time-therapist, Dr. Ma'am, I'm not here to be anyone's slave. After that, my management, my dancers and my assistant of the new people that were supposed to do the new show all went into a room, shut the door and didn't come out for at least forty five minutes.
When I said no to one dance move into rehearsals, it was as if I planted a huge bomb somewhere and I said, no, I don't want to do it this way. They all said I wasn't participating in rehearsals and I never agreed to take my medication, which my medication is only taken in the mornings, never at rehearsal. It's funny to hear my manager's side of the story. I led a room of sixteen new dancers in rehearsals. There's tons of video with me at rehearsals. I was basically directing most of the show with my whereabouts, where I preferred to rehearse and actually did most of the choreography, meaning I taught my dancers my new choreography myself. I rehearsed four to four days a week, half of the time in the studio and a half of the other time in a Westlake studio. I started rehearsing early, but it was hard cause I'd been doing Vegas for four years and I needed a break in between.īut no, I was told this is the timeline and this is how it's gonna go. When I came off that tour, a new show in Las Vegas was supposed to take place. So out of fear, I went ahead and I did the tour. It was very threatening and scary and with the conservatorship, I couldn't even get my own attorney. He handed me a sheet of paper as I got off the stage in Vegas and said I had to sign it. My management said if I don't do this tour, I will have to find an attorney and by contract my own management could sue me if I didn't follow through with the tour. Spears: The people who did this to me should not get away and be able to walk away so easily. Penny: So we hear and make a record of everything you're saying. Penny: And so you have to speak a little more slowly.
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